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I miss my St. Augustine life. I have one more year left of enjoying myself there, and I know the time is going to pass by so quickly because I'll be having so much fun, and because I'll be so happy. I miss Fusion with my cousin and his fiancee on Thursday nights. I miss sitting at my desk, facing Jordan as she sits at hers, both of us with our earplugs on, singing our songs and typing to each other on AIM so we don't disrupt each other's song. I miss having dinner with friends every night, even if the Dining Hall food isn't that great. I miss going to the bars with Wayne and Dan, or Wing Night on Wednesday night. I miss working at Molly's, which won't even be Molly's next year, or even in the same building. It's where I got to see lots of cute boys, and I could talk to them without feeling like a blushing dee dee dee. I miss Cheryl and her smiles every morning. I miss workstudy a little. It was boring but I worked with good people. I also miss Rotaract and hanging out with Sarah and *that one kid who I can't remember his name right now but he's kinda cute. Just when his name starts to come to mind, it disappears... em eff* Even going to classes, sitting down next to classmates I've had classes with before, and laughing it up. I'll get to see the kids I went to CA with, whom we got to know each other so well. I might be in a play this year, so I'm anxious about that. I miss late night walks with Jordan through town, picking on each other and taking pictures, laughing until our sides hurt. And despite the sleeplessness of it all, I miss Jordan talking to her boyfriend with the TV on and her bed lamp shining on my face, just because she was there and I wasn't alone.
And then after college, Dan will go back to New York and I may never see him again. Wayne will be living near Daytona, Jordan will be back in Tampa. I'm not exactly sure where I'll be. Probably back here in fucking Gainesville for another year or two, just working and saving money to pay off my debts before moving out on my own.
OK, well, I feel a little better now that I've vented all this nostalgia. Time for work.
And then after college, Dan will go back to New York and I may never see him again. Wayne will be living near Daytona, Jordan will be back in Tampa. I'm not exactly sure where I'll be. Probably back here in fucking Gainesville for another year or two, just working and saving money to pay off my debts before moving out on my own.
OK, well, I feel a little better now that I've vented all this nostalgia. Time for work.