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Today's good things:
-Got both Glee soundtracks and have been singing along
-Finally got to play Wii Fit Plus and set up a goal to try to lose 2lbs. every two weeks (I'm starting out slow so I don't get discouraged early and want to quit) and played some really fun games then let out some frustration with the boxing exercise.
-Found the cute MSU and UofM baby outfits that I wanted to get for Ash and Tim, and one of them was on sale and then 50% off, so I got it for like $3
-My parents wanted to just go up north tonight but postponed it until
tomorrow instead (score!)
Had my monthly contact with Phil. Still don't know what's up with that, and I really can't figure it out. If you wanted to be in contact with someone or be friends with someone, wouldn't you talk to them more than just some short meaningless conversation once or twice a month? And it's not like I initiate it a lot of times. I will if I have a question I think he can answer for me, but that's very rare. I don't know if he ever really wants to talk to me or if I'm just a last resort so I usually just let him contact me. But what's the point? Am I just a last resort person to talk to when he's feeling pitiful? And why would he come to me anyway when I used to just end up bitching him out at the end of every conversation because I thought he was being stupid?
And, sadly, A really pathetic part of me hoped that I'd run into Shawn while I was looking in the baby section or while I was carrying the baby outfits around so he would wonder if I was pregnant. It would be a slap in the face to him, like "Yeah, some other guy did what you tried and failed to do, how do you feel about that?" I just wouldn't let him know it wasn't really for me because I'm not pregnant. *sigh* I really want revenge on him so bad for all the crap he put me through. I guess it's a good thing that I never run into him anymore or have any contact with him.
Not looking forward to my psychologist appointment tomorrow. I'm so sick of lying to her and telling half truths. I'm not used to it.
-Got both Glee soundtracks and have been singing along
-Finally got to play Wii Fit Plus and set up a goal to try to lose 2lbs. every two weeks (I'm starting out slow so I don't get discouraged early and want to quit) and played some really fun games then let out some frustration with the boxing exercise.
-Found the cute MSU and UofM baby outfits that I wanted to get for Ash and Tim, and one of them was on sale and then 50% off, so I got it for like $3
-My parents wanted to just go up north tonight but postponed it until
tomorrow instead (score!)
Had my monthly contact with Phil. Still don't know what's up with that, and I really can't figure it out. If you wanted to be in contact with someone or be friends with someone, wouldn't you talk to them more than just some short meaningless conversation once or twice a month? And it's not like I initiate it a lot of times. I will if I have a question I think he can answer for me, but that's very rare. I don't know if he ever really wants to talk to me or if I'm just a last resort so I usually just let him contact me. But what's the point? Am I just a last resort person to talk to when he's feeling pitiful? And why would he come to me anyway when I used to just end up bitching him out at the end of every conversation because I thought he was being stupid?
And, sadly, A really pathetic part of me hoped that I'd run into Shawn while I was looking in the baby section or while I was carrying the baby outfits around so he would wonder if I was pregnant. It would be a slap in the face to him, like "Yeah, some other guy did what you tried and failed to do, how do you feel about that?" I just wouldn't let him know it wasn't really for me because I'm not pregnant. *sigh* I really want revenge on him so bad for all the crap he put me through. I guess it's a good thing that I never run into him anymore or have any contact with him.
Not looking forward to my psychologist appointment tomorrow. I'm so sick of lying to her and telling half truths. I'm not used to it.