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Is it wrong for me to hope that this sloppy joe meat I just got out of the freezer is so old that I somehow get a really bad case of food poisoning and die?
Morning isn't exactly my best time of day. It's when I'm most paranoid, most depressed, and most emotional. Also when I'm slightly suicidal but am too afraid of everything to actually try anything.
Though the whole "I hope I get food poisoning from eating this and die" thing is something that occurs at any time of the day I think. If I happen to be out somewhere I hope for a really bad case of swine-flu.
I want to die, I'm just too much of a damn wimp to do it myself. Mostly because I'd expect I'd screw it up somehow, partly because I don't want to inconvenience the family member who would have to clean up my mess and replace whatever I croaked on.
Morning isn't exactly my best time of day. It's when I'm most paranoid, most depressed, and most emotional. Also when I'm slightly suicidal but am too afraid of everything to actually try anything.
Though the whole "I hope I get food poisoning from eating this and die" thing is something that occurs at any time of the day I think. If I happen to be out somewhere I hope for a really bad case of swine-flu.
I want to die, I'm just too much of a damn wimp to do it myself. Mostly because I'd expect I'd screw it up somehow, partly because I don't want to inconvenience the family member who would have to clean up my mess and replace whatever I croaked on.