Oi...
...sigh. I feel like I've been in school for an entire year... I feel like this constant stream of work never lets up. I feel like I have to keep moving every second of the day in order to get everything accomplished... and then still it never really IS accomplished. Because another day comes and with it comes more work. Surprise? Maybe this Friday night I'll just sleep. But I am aching to just have fun and forget about all the shit that seems to be piling around me. Like, go to a costume party and just get tipsy and dance... or something. Maybe that makes me a bad Christian. But I think God understands. After all, I've been complaining every night about my work load. He seems to never get tired of hearing. I feel weak most of the time and I don't know why. Maybe I'm just tired. I wake up with headaches that are only made worse by my roommates running up and down the apartment, screaming and laughing. I can feel myself burning out so quickly, and feel as though I have no safety net to catch me.
Maybe I will feel differently tomorrow. Even though the days are tiring and sometimes not fun, I really should be thanking God for the opportunity to live my free, blessed life one day longer.
"And though I haven't had the best of days
I just want to stop and thank You anyway
Every single moment whether sleeping or awake
Is Your creation
And what You've made is good.
I don't always thank You for the rough days and the hard times in my life
Even though I should."
EDIT:::
P.S. I am tired of everyone putting down my major, as if I didn't have to work hard like everyone else. I have to go make a Hippo Cake. Can YOU make a Hippo Cake as awesomely as I can? I THOUGHT NOT.
Maybe I will feel differently tomorrow. Even though the days are tiring and sometimes not fun, I really should be thanking God for the opportunity to live my free, blessed life one day longer.
"And though I haven't had the best of days
I just want to stop and thank You anyway
Every single moment whether sleeping or awake
Is Your creation
And what You've made is good.
I don't always thank You for the rough days and the hard times in my life
Even though I should."
EDIT:::
P.S. I am tired of everyone putting down my major, as if I didn't have to work hard like everyone else. I have to go make a Hippo Cake. Can YOU make a Hippo Cake as awesomely as I can? I THOUGHT NOT.