Feeling Confused

[chickaboricua1]

well guys i need you help....

i feel like he the one to make me happy..but my friends say he gonna be an ass..and only try to get in your pants..i have so much feelings for him..that just wont go away..it tearing me apart..i see him everyday in school..and my mind go like it on crack it blackout...i have that feeling that we would be together again..but i don't want to get hurt...i've been hurt so much lately......just thinking i would be in his arm..put me into tears..thinking about the good times we had..drop me to my knees...think about how happy i was...make me wanna go back in times and make it better...but i cant..im just gonna drop to my knees and cry more tears...i wanna feel like i matter too him but i dont..i wanna be there and he puts a smile on my face..but it cant..i wanna be happy like i use to be..but i'm not..i wanna feel like i'm important to you..but i'm not..i wanna feel a lot thing..but i'm a not miracle worker..i'm just a kid..i need help
how to make my feeling go away
but i guess i'm gonna have to go on be happy when i'm not