Back to work?
I asked Lyndon last night if he would mind if I start looking for a part-time job around the end of summer. He is totally supportive...whatever I want to do.
My ex-boss called about two weeks ago. Apparently, the girl who took my place when I left is moving back to Jersey in June. So come May, he will be hiring someone else and hoping that Audrey can give her enough basic training that she can take over once Audrey leaves. He wants me to come in part-time to finish the training and sort of help out around the office. I said sure. I can bring Kira, it's good money, and it actually got me looking forward to a little structure...something to do each day. Feeling more independent...whatever.
So it also got me thinking about looking for something else, once they no longer need me at the office. Either looking for an evening/weekends job, or offering to work at the office from like 5 am to 9 am...something like that where I could go in during the off-hours and be there just for a few minutes when they are there to go over things, but be home in time for Lyndon to get up and leave for work.
I don't know. I feel isolated. I love Kira more than anything in the world, and I am surprisingly happy being a SAHM. I thought I'd hate it. But I feel very lonely...very...disconnected. In the past, that has been the beginning of some serious issues for me. I can recognize these signs now because I've been through it many times before. Kira is my number 1 stabilizer...Lyndon is number 2. But if I can head off a problem before it starts, wouldn't it be irresponsible of me not to?
Just rambling, I guess. We'll see. I don't have to make any decisions right away.
My ex-boss called about two weeks ago. Apparently, the girl who took my place when I left is moving back to Jersey in June. So come May, he will be hiring someone else and hoping that Audrey can give her enough basic training that she can take over once Audrey leaves. He wants me to come in part-time to finish the training and sort of help out around the office. I said sure. I can bring Kira, it's good money, and it actually got me looking forward to a little structure...something to do each day. Feeling more independent...whatever.
So it also got me thinking about looking for something else, once they no longer need me at the office. Either looking for an evening/weekends job, or offering to work at the office from like 5 am to 9 am...something like that where I could go in during the off-hours and be there just for a few minutes when they are there to go over things, but be home in time for Lyndon to get up and leave for work.
I don't know. I feel isolated. I love Kira more than anything in the world, and I am surprisingly happy being a SAHM. I thought I'd hate it. But I feel very lonely...very...disconnected. In the past, that has been the beginning of some serious issues for me. I can recognize these signs now because I've been through it many times before. Kira is my number 1 stabilizer...Lyndon is number 2. But if I can head off a problem before it starts, wouldn't it be irresponsible of me not to?
Just rambling, I guess. We'll see. I don't have to make any decisions right away.