Looking for something.... not sure what.
Well I'm not really good about posting regularly. LOL! Nothing major has happened recently. On Tuesday, I went to Maryville to get Erin and go see a friend's new baby. Jessie's baby is so precious!! Mad Max (as Erin calls him) is ssssooooo cute! He was sleeping off and on while Erin, Megan and I were there. Jessie is doing great, too!! It was so good to see her and her new little one :)
I didn't do much of anything last night because I was extremely tired for some unapparent reason. I kinda cleaned/rearranged my room because my cousin is coming up to stay the weekend with me. I cancelled it for last weekend because I went camping with my friends from high school. Now, she'll be here tomorrow through Sunday. I think we'll have an ok time. I'm not really sure what we are going to do. There are a lot of things to do in Pigeon Forge but hey, I live here and am sick of it all. However, I have to cater to her all weekend. Whatever she wants to do... we have to do. Hopefully I can talk her into going to the mall because I need to do some clothes shopping as well as get me some new church shoes. I kinda want to take her to the lake because she's never been out there and participated in those type of water sports. Problem is we have to one to go with or equipment to use. My dad has to work all day on Saturday and he won't let me take the boat out myself. HECK NO!!! I make take her up to Laurel Falls and walk up to see the falls. I have no idea; I guess I don't make a very good host, do I? :)
Well it's an average Thursday. I'm on page 325 of a 468 page book. I just started reading it yesterday at work. Well I guess I'm moving on. (Does that imply something?) LOL!! Tonight is Journey 8:12 again. We are off-campus this week at Echota resort-like place. My brother is yet again coming with me. I don't mind him tagging along sometimes but 4 weeks in a row is really getting annoying. I don't want to make others upset because he comes and I don't want him to wear out his welcome. It'll definately quite in a few weeks because I head back to school and he can't go then. And school can't come quick enough!!!
I'm ready to begin again. To see friends I've not talked to or see all summer. To hear stories of their summer and hopefully to begin a new chapter of my life that is more pleasant and productive then the last. (That's unlikely but hey I can wish.) As crazy as it sounds, I want to get back to studying, to reviewing. I want to enjoy the chaos that is thrown at me. I know I'm crazy for saying these things, but they are actually things I'm looking forward to seeing and doing. I want to be able to talk to who I want without my brother trying to read what I type. I want to laugh and talk on the phone for hours at a time again. I want to enjoy the late night movies and "Cheese and Craker" parties we had. Even though I seem anxious to get back to school (don't get me wrong I am) but I wish upon a star that something more would come along.
I'm tired of peoples jokes, not-nice comments, and degrading remarks. No one has faced the facts except me and no matter what I say or do people won't avoid the subject. I'm going to go nuts on someone someday if the harrassment doesn't stop. It bothers me that it comes from friends but family as well. That's when I just can't stand it!! I wish people would just leave me alone about the subject; it's not like I'm purposefully trying to avoid it.
Sorry.. went off on a loop there a minute or two. Erin, did I ever explain why my brother cried that one time? Remind me if I have or haven't... you can post anonyomously. (Hint, hint!) :)
Well, back to work or shall I say reading again. ~
*BYES*~
I didn't do much of anything last night because I was extremely tired for some unapparent reason. I kinda cleaned/rearranged my room because my cousin is coming up to stay the weekend with me. I cancelled it for last weekend because I went camping with my friends from high school. Now, she'll be here tomorrow through Sunday. I think we'll have an ok time. I'm not really sure what we are going to do. There are a lot of things to do in Pigeon Forge but hey, I live here and am sick of it all. However, I have to cater to her all weekend. Whatever she wants to do... we have to do. Hopefully I can talk her into going to the mall because I need to do some clothes shopping as well as get me some new church shoes. I kinda want to take her to the lake because she's never been out there and participated in those type of water sports. Problem is we have to one to go with or equipment to use. My dad has to work all day on Saturday and he won't let me take the boat out myself. HECK NO!!! I make take her up to Laurel Falls and walk up to see the falls. I have no idea; I guess I don't make a very good host, do I? :)
Well it's an average Thursday. I'm on page 325 of a 468 page book. I just started reading it yesterday at work. Well I guess I'm moving on. (Does that imply something?) LOL!! Tonight is Journey 8:12 again. We are off-campus this week at Echota resort-like place. My brother is yet again coming with me. I don't mind him tagging along sometimes but 4 weeks in a row is really getting annoying. I don't want to make others upset because he comes and I don't want him to wear out his welcome. It'll definately quite in a few weeks because I head back to school and he can't go then. And school can't come quick enough!!!
I'm ready to begin again. To see friends I've not talked to or see all summer. To hear stories of their summer and hopefully to begin a new chapter of my life that is more pleasant and productive then the last. (That's unlikely but hey I can wish.) As crazy as it sounds, I want to get back to studying, to reviewing. I want to enjoy the chaos that is thrown at me. I know I'm crazy for saying these things, but they are actually things I'm looking forward to seeing and doing. I want to be able to talk to who I want without my brother trying to read what I type. I want to laugh and talk on the phone for hours at a time again. I want to enjoy the late night movies and "Cheese and Craker" parties we had. Even though I seem anxious to get back to school (don't get me wrong I am) but I wish upon a star that something more would come along.
I'm tired of peoples jokes, not-nice comments, and degrading remarks. No one has faced the facts except me and no matter what I say or do people won't avoid the subject. I'm going to go nuts on someone someday if the harrassment doesn't stop. It bothers me that it comes from friends but family as well. That's when I just can't stand it!! I wish people would just leave me alone about the subject; it's not like I'm purposefully trying to avoid it.
Sorry.. went off on a loop there a minute or two. Erin, did I ever explain why my brother cried that one time? Remind me if I have or haven't... you can post anonyomously. (Hint, hint!) :)
Well, back to work or shall I say reading again. ~
*BYES*~