excited but nervous
WOW!! Time just flies!! I can't believe it that Thanksgiving is just a week away! How crazy is that! My brother is almost 12; getting too close to being a teenager. AAAHHH!! I love him so much though! Mom told me today that on Tuesday he had to give a presentation and write a paper about who he admired the most and why. He wrote about me! I love being so close! I wouldn't trade it for the world. I enjoy doing things with him. He's a cool kid; he's even going with some friends and I to a hockey game on Saturday night! *** I appologize to those of you who don't get along with your siblings. AND I challenge you, Be kind to them, show them how much you truely love them. They'll respond in due time! :) ***
Ok Sorry about that... really just had to spill. I'm excited because Hearts on Fire is tomorrow night! YAY!! It's going to be rockin! Salvador is doing a concert! Oh Yeah! I'm so happy to get to know Becky better and spend some time with her and also, Eric, from my small group is going too! We're going to have a blast and a half! HOWEVER, I'm also nervous at the same time. I don't know how to equal them out or completely get rid of the nervousness. I'll be facing them ALL of THEM tomorrow night for the first time in a few weeks. I scared! I don't know what will be mentioned this time. And I can only imagine what's been said while I've been away. I hope they don't treat my friends as bad as they treat me. I'd hope they'd have a little more respect for others but that may be hoping for way too much.
I'll get through it! My friends are the greatest and I don't need those other people. I'm better off without them. That certain guy can just forget about anything. I'm not going to be used to make his ego feel better anymore. I'm over it and done with him! It hurt! Even if he acutally has an interest (which he probably doesn't) he's going to have to really show me he's genuine after last time.
Ok.. sorry again.. my wonderful discoveries about myself and life are just coming out. I'm a stronger person now, and just because I'm happy, doesn't mean that everyone else has the right to bring me down b/c they aren't happy. HA! HA!!
Well I'm going to be productive now. I know, it's horrible. I'm actually giving in to the beckings of my homework. Hopefully, I'll pull through! :)
Ok Sorry about that... really just had to spill. I'm excited because Hearts on Fire is tomorrow night! YAY!! It's going to be rockin! Salvador is doing a concert! Oh Yeah! I'm so happy to get to know Becky better and spend some time with her and also, Eric, from my small group is going too! We're going to have a blast and a half! HOWEVER, I'm also nervous at the same time. I don't know how to equal them out or completely get rid of the nervousness. I'll be facing them ALL of THEM tomorrow night for the first time in a few weeks. I scared! I don't know what will be mentioned this time. And I can only imagine what's been said while I've been away. I hope they don't treat my friends as bad as they treat me. I'd hope they'd have a little more respect for others but that may be hoping for way too much.
I'll get through it! My friends are the greatest and I don't need those other people. I'm better off without them. That certain guy can just forget about anything. I'm not going to be used to make his ego feel better anymore. I'm over it and done with him! It hurt! Even if he acutally has an interest (which he probably doesn't) he's going to have to really show me he's genuine after last time.
Ok.. sorry again.. my wonderful discoveries about myself and life are just coming out. I'm a stronger person now, and just because I'm happy, doesn't mean that everyone else has the right to bring me down b/c they aren't happy. HA! HA!!
Well I'm going to be productive now. I know, it's horrible. I'm actually giving in to the beckings of my homework. Hopefully, I'll pull through! :)