GO ALL OUT!!!!
okay yea i've been doing so much in my life these days, it isn't even funny... I actually ended up talking to Tim's dad today and um that went nowhere for he is a stubborn priest, but then again tim can be quite hard also. I sware i will not leave anyone behind... I am struggling to make a world happy... For if I can't then I can't set an example for others... Tim today was quite upsetting he sent me a story...
Here it is:
tOgePi 117: << << November 8,1999
> They told me that I was the ugliest thing they'd ever seen, and I
>started to cry.
>
>I went home and Jake called me.
>
>I thought the day would get better.
>
>But he told me that long distance relationships dont work out.
>
>He lived in California, and I moved to Michigan.
>
>Then I told him I loved him and that I missed him.
>
>He told me that the only reason he ever went out with me was because I was
>a joke, and he was dared to.
>
>Then he dumped me.
tOgePi 117: >We were going out for two and a half years!
--------------------
>November 9,1999
>
>Today got a little better.
>
>I miss jake so much you dont even know diary!!!!
>
>But he even changed his number so I wouldn't call him.
>
>But the most hottest guy at school asked me to the dance!
>
>And those prissy girls that said im ugly let me hang out with them at lunch
>today.
>
>It was cool!!
tOgePi 117: November 10,1999
>
>I'm crying right now... turns out that hot guy was a jerk at the dance. He
>poured his punch on me, and those girls ripped my dress and everyone
>started laughing.
>
>Then my grandma told me today that mom and dad got in a little car accident
>today at work.
>
>They're in critical condition, they might die.
>
>I can't write anymore.
tOgePi 117: November 11,1999
>
>Todays a Saturday... but me and grandma were at the hospital all night
>long.
>
>Dad died this morning.
>
>Mom is going to live, but she's crippled for her life.
>
>I wanna die too. while we were at the hospital grandma found out that she
>had cancer in her stomach.
>
>She has to go on chemo-therapy.
>
>I cant believe daddy died.
>
>I'm crying more then I have my whole life.
Chichiri AiNoDa: .....
tOgePi 117: >I'm in shock.
>
>I cant write...I'm too tired.
>
>I need sleep.
--------------------
>November 12,1999
>
>Daddy is not dead!
>
>He can't be!
>
>Its all a dream.
>
>My life is perfect.
>
>Jake still loves me.
>
>I can barely write.
>
>I'm crying too much.
>
tOgePi 117: >I wanna die.
>
>Take me.
>
>Bye...
>
>*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
>
>One day later, Lisa was found dead in her basement.
>
>She had hung herself with a yellow rope.
>
>I am her mother.
>
>My name is Maranda Gonzalez.
>
>The reason I wrote this e-mail to all of you, is because no one else
deserves what my daughter had.
Chichiri AiNoDa: dude....
Chichiri AiNoDa: wtf man
Chichiri AiNoDa: you gotta not send me that shit
Chichiri AiNoDa: it hurts
tOgePi 117: Please remember that EVERYONE needs love.
>
>Everyone needs a hug everyday.
>
>NO ONE should be made fun of, or insulted.
>
>NO ONE deserves to die like Lisa did.
>
>All of you please dont be the popular prissy girls that put other people
down to make themselves feel better!
>
>Please dont be the awful posessed date for the dance that makes people cry.
Chichiri AiNoDa: STOP IT DAMN IT
tOgePi 117: >Now please do me the honor of sending this to as many people as you can
think of.
>
>So that way everyone will know not to be a jerk.
Chichiri AiNoDa: ......
Chichiri AiNoDa: DUDE I LOST A FRIEND B4
Chichiri AiNoDa: WILL YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP!
tOgePi 117: me too
tOgePi 117: sorry
Chichiri AiNoDa: .....
tOgePi 117: whatever
Chichiri AiNoDa: man
tOgePi 117: i'll stut up
Chichiri AiNoDa: i watch you
Chichiri AiNoDa: i don't hurt you
Chichiri AiNoDa: i take care of you
Chichiri AiNoDa: and i watch for those people
Chichiri AiNoDa: they are my life
tOgePi 117: i'll shut up now
Chichiri AiNoDa: damn it
Chichiri AiNoDa: ......
Harsh life but yea... Damn it tim i give you a song and you give it to everyone... I don't want everyone listening to a song i use when i'm upset... Do you ever think of your actions... Sorry I'm rather moody... ARGH!!!... who knows...
Soon I get to see Krystal and everything will be fine right? Sorry Tim if I have been yelling at you too much... I know you are just trying to help at times... I thank you. Well anyways... Tim gonna navigate going to get Krystal, so yea better make sure he sleeps ^.^;
Okay also today in 2by2 i got another person to sign um. ^.^ YAY!!! Well he was a person who saw me as a really good person so I dunno... He lives a harsh life too so I would enjoy him on my team. Welcome to the team Mike!!!
What else... yea I dunno... I have so much on my mind that i can't even put into words... Andy was being an ass as usual but yea I was used to it... Till Krystal made me stand for myself again. He treats me like i'm so stupid... I wish he would just understand... But yea we always were there for each other so I Just can't say anything to him. Sigh, his attitude towards me really hurts though.
Krystal I miss you... LuB YoO!!
Here it is:
tOgePi 117: << << November 8,1999
> They told me that I was the ugliest thing they'd ever seen, and I
>started to cry.
>
>I went home and Jake called me.
>
>I thought the day would get better.
>
>But he told me that long distance relationships dont work out.
>
>He lived in California, and I moved to Michigan.
>
>Then I told him I loved him and that I missed him.
>
>He told me that the only reason he ever went out with me was because I was
>a joke, and he was dared to.
>
>Then he dumped me.
tOgePi 117: >We were going out for two and a half years!
--------------------
>November 9,1999
>
>Today got a little better.
>
>I miss jake so much you dont even know diary!!!!
>
>But he even changed his number so I wouldn't call him.
>
>But the most hottest guy at school asked me to the dance!
>
>And those prissy girls that said im ugly let me hang out with them at lunch
>today.
>
>It was cool!!
tOgePi 117: November 10,1999
>
>I'm crying right now... turns out that hot guy was a jerk at the dance. He
>poured his punch on me, and those girls ripped my dress and everyone
>started laughing.
>
>Then my grandma told me today that mom and dad got in a little car accident
>today at work.
>
>They're in critical condition, they might die.
>
>I can't write anymore.
tOgePi 117: November 11,1999
>
>Todays a Saturday... but me and grandma were at the hospital all night
>long.
>
>Dad died this morning.
>
>Mom is going to live, but she's crippled for her life.
>
>I wanna die too. while we were at the hospital grandma found out that she
>had cancer in her stomach.
>
>She has to go on chemo-therapy.
>
>I cant believe daddy died.
>
>I'm crying more then I have my whole life.
Chichiri AiNoDa: .....
tOgePi 117: >I'm in shock.
>
>I cant write...I'm too tired.
>
>I need sleep.
--------------------
>November 12,1999
>
>Daddy is not dead!
>
>He can't be!
>
>Its all a dream.
>
>My life is perfect.
>
>Jake still loves me.
>
>I can barely write.
>
>I'm crying too much.
>
tOgePi 117: >I wanna die.
>
>Take me.
>
>Bye...
>
>*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
>
>One day later, Lisa was found dead in her basement.
>
>She had hung herself with a yellow rope.
>
>I am her mother.
>
>My name is Maranda Gonzalez.
>
>The reason I wrote this e-mail to all of you, is because no one else
deserves what my daughter had.
Chichiri AiNoDa: dude....
Chichiri AiNoDa: wtf man
Chichiri AiNoDa: you gotta not send me that shit
Chichiri AiNoDa: it hurts
tOgePi 117: Please remember that EVERYONE needs love.
>
>Everyone needs a hug everyday.
>
>NO ONE should be made fun of, or insulted.
>
>NO ONE deserves to die like Lisa did.
>
>All of you please dont be the popular prissy girls that put other people
down to make themselves feel better!
>
>Please dont be the awful posessed date for the dance that makes people cry.
Chichiri AiNoDa: STOP IT DAMN IT
tOgePi 117: >Now please do me the honor of sending this to as many people as you can
think of.
>
>So that way everyone will know not to be a jerk.
Chichiri AiNoDa: ......
Chichiri AiNoDa: DUDE I LOST A FRIEND B4
Chichiri AiNoDa: WILL YOU SHUT THE FUCK UP!
tOgePi 117: me too
tOgePi 117: sorry
Chichiri AiNoDa: .....
tOgePi 117: whatever
Chichiri AiNoDa: man
tOgePi 117: i'll stut up
Chichiri AiNoDa: i watch you
Chichiri AiNoDa: i don't hurt you
Chichiri AiNoDa: i take care of you
Chichiri AiNoDa: and i watch for those people
Chichiri AiNoDa: they are my life
tOgePi 117: i'll shut up now
Chichiri AiNoDa: damn it
Chichiri AiNoDa: ......
Harsh life but yea... Damn it tim i give you a song and you give it to everyone... I don't want everyone listening to a song i use when i'm upset... Do you ever think of your actions... Sorry I'm rather moody... ARGH!!!... who knows...
Soon I get to see Krystal and everything will be fine right? Sorry Tim if I have been yelling at you too much... I know you are just trying to help at times... I thank you. Well anyways... Tim gonna navigate going to get Krystal, so yea better make sure he sleeps ^.^;
Okay also today in 2by2 i got another person to sign um. ^.^ YAY!!! Well he was a person who saw me as a really good person so I dunno... He lives a harsh life too so I would enjoy him on my team. Welcome to the team Mike!!!
What else... yea I dunno... I have so much on my mind that i can't even put into words... Andy was being an ass as usual but yea I was used to it... Till Krystal made me stand for myself again. He treats me like i'm so stupid... I wish he would just understand... But yea we always were there for each other so I Just can't say anything to him. Sigh, his attitude towards me really hurts though.
Krystal I miss you... LuB YoO!!