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First, some good things:
I was included in a little game of phone tag that ended up having Wendy and I talking on the phone for over an hour which was SO fun cuz we thought of movies to make and they'll be AMAZING.
Christina Peterson is life.
I love Keene. Like more than my school.
I love my friends... most of them.
I played the bassoon this weekend.
I told the truth.
I'm going to UNH this weekend!
Yeah now the bad things:
I hate the person I am.
I hate the things about be that I CANNOT change.
I can't accept some things.
I feel too needy.
I feel like I bother everyone.
I'm too moody.
I always think of what people are thinking of me.
I worry about everything WAY too much.
I hate how every update in my livejournal is about the same shit.
It's about me hating myself or loving everything and it makes me sound CRAZY.
So enough of that.
I feel like I have nobody to go to here. There was this one postsecret that said something like "I went to college to not be alone, and I've never felt so alone in my life", and that's me. :/
Fuck that. I need to have fun. I'm gonna do HOMEWORK. WOOT. on a Monday night, where tomorrow the first thing I have to do is have a meeting with my RA at 4:45... I'm a whore.
I was included in a little game of phone tag that ended up having Wendy and I talking on the phone for over an hour which was SO fun cuz we thought of movies to make and they'll be AMAZING.
Christina Peterson is life.
I love Keene. Like more than my school.
I love my friends... most of them.
I played the bassoon this weekend.
I told the truth.
I'm going to UNH this weekend!
Yeah now the bad things:
I hate the person I am.
I hate the things about be that I CANNOT change.
I can't accept some things.
I feel too needy.
I feel like I bother everyone.
I'm too moody.
I always think of what people are thinking of me.
I worry about everything WAY too much.
I hate how every update in my livejournal is about the same shit.
It's about me hating myself or loving everything and it makes me sound CRAZY.
So enough of that.
I feel like I have nobody to go to here. There was this one postsecret that said something like "I went to college to not be alone, and I've never felt so alone in my life", and that's me. :/
Fuck that. I need to have fun. I'm gonna do HOMEWORK. WOOT. on a Monday night, where tomorrow the first thing I have to do is have a meeting with my RA at 4:45... I'm a whore.