my share....
im chelsea im and alcoholic and addict
im new
12 days sober
i need a sponser
but i have only really gotten to know a couple guys
they tell me to get a girl
but im scared to get to know any girls
let alone let them be my sponser
i might actually learn something or worse yet, start to like myself
and that would be disgusting
and plus, im scared that if i have a sponser, ill never get to be fucked up again
and that would suck
but why?
its not like im getting fucked up now
so who gives a fuck?
i just dont know how to actually talk to anyone
ive never been good at it
maybe i just need to do some drugs
then i couild meet a sponser....
HA
im new
12 days sober
i need a sponser
but i have only really gotten to know a couple guys
they tell me to get a girl
but im scared to get to know any girls
let alone let them be my sponser
i might actually learn something or worse yet, start to like myself
and that would be disgusting
and plus, im scared that if i have a sponser, ill never get to be fucked up again
and that would suck
but why?
its not like im getting fucked up now
so who gives a fuck?
i just dont know how to actually talk to anyone
ive never been good at it
maybe i just need to do some drugs
then i couild meet a sponser....
HA