STRESS!!!!!!
Stress has officially taken over my life... I tried to take a sanity night without my mom finding out about it, and it blew up in my face. I'm now grounded from using the car, which is my way out of this crazy house, so I have no clue what I'm gonna do now. I can sit around and be pissed off, but what good is that gonna do?? My mom says Oh you're too young to be stressed... BULL! Obviously she didn't go through the kind of academic pressure that I go through when she was in high school. The major thing that stresses her out are those stupid cigarettes!! UGH!! They say I've turned into "kimberly"... They don't know half of the crap kimberly has to put up with on a daily basis... I'd be a little moody and fed up with everything too if I had to take medicine for epilepsy and hop between parents everyday. School has just started up and I'm ready to kick some academic butt, but it's so hard to concentrate with everything that's going on... Sometimes I wish that I could just skip right to college and get away from all the dramatic bull! Someone I know is constantly interrogating the crap out of her significant other, and it drives him nuts.. he'll never admit it, but i know it does. She doesn't trust anyone, which makes me think that she's not very trustworthy herself... I go out to barnes and noble and she freaks out! I would understand if i were going to some raging party and getting drunk, but it's a BOOKSTORE for the love of god! I went to get a CD with music from the 40's on it! I kinda lied to her about where I was for like thirty minutes, but i knew she would've flipped out and made me come home, which i was NOT about to do... I'm seriously at a breaking point almost. It's getting bad.. I'm hysterical almost all the time. I can't stand her alot of the time and i just have to get away... If it weren't like eleven at night, I'd probably be out on the beach right now hoping all of these horrible emotions will just drift away with the wind. she thinks she so superior to alot of people, and she's not...! I'm so pissed off right now.. this isn't helping much. I was gonna sit down and have a nice night of watching the notebook, but i'm too pissed off to watch that movie... i'm too pissed off to watch the notebook! jeez!