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[chichi_itis]

so today i went back to my doctor
he got my ct scan results
and guess what

its not a cleft cyst -__-
and there's another on the left side

so he got one of the other doctors to see me
for a 3rd opinion

they both agreed i needed a needle biopsy
if they can't diagnosed me, then its surgery

so i'm already crying because of the biopsy
usually this guy is really strict
but he was super nice trying to get me to laugh
other doctors think i'm lying that i have a needle phobia
at least this guy was understanding

they also promised the needle biopsy wouldn't hurt
LIES ALL LIES!!!!

so i went to work to pick up my paycheck
and let everyone know i'm not dead yet
my miss my work friends, they have been so supportive

and target decided to let me have "a leave of absence" for a month
so i can just deal with the medical stuff w/o work in the back of my mind
plus i missed 2 weeks because of all the medical appointments

and my mom said she'll help me pay my bills since i'm not working
and she bought me a "bee movie" toy to cheer me up
because i'm 5 years old who loves jerry seinfeld lol