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<> sometimes when you get into a fight with someone and you admit to your mistake, that person just doesnt want to hear it. They lash out at you, they yell, and they give their two cents, and at the end of all that you just sit there and think "what the fuck" I think the reason for the is probably because they are trying to make the situation into something bigger than it is. How is it you never tell a person you were wrong when they want to hear that, but when you do tell them it is at the completley wrong time?
People get into little fights all the time, yes, and this might be one of those that we all laugh off later, or we may not. Who knows what the final outcome of this all will be. I sure as heck dont. People make mistakes and they pay for them in their own ways. When i make a mistake i just sit there and think about it until that situation has been played in my mind so many times i know it off by heart.
And then just when you think shit has hit the fan all that it can something else comes along and just makes it that much worse. I think the world knows when you are down and keeps on throwing stray balls at you. Or maybe, those balls just hit you harder than they would in a regular situation because you are already upset about situation A above.
You try and have this shield but sometimes things just hit you, people who dont call when they say they will. People who move on and dont rememeber what it was that made your friendship good. Maybe i just need a long shower and a nap.