Mar 01, 2004 00:39
sometimes i get so lazy that i am completely exhausted, wanting to sleep, but i cannot be bothered crawling into bed and trying to do so.
i think its because every time i go to sleep and try to do so i have a bad dream. this is my fault entirely. I shouldn't have watched the movie, but i proceeded to do so and now i am paying the price. no sleep. i cannot help it if i close my eyes and see it.
Maybe a good solid post is in order. gosh knows i haven't had one of those in sometime. but what to post about is the question. lately i feel out of it, i don't have the enthusiasm to so things that i once used to be able to do so easily. i am feeling worn out and lack the drive. Maybe i need a good, solid break. Well at least spring break is coming up. Ugh, casey is going to south dakota for a week. i am going to miss him. hah, enough of that. its just me being silly. i kinda wish i was going to california for spring break to see everyone, but i know i cant and i just hope i will be able to go and see "you're a good man charlie brown" I think, over spring break i will mostly just sleep in, catch up on the sleep that i miss during school. thank gosh it will be getting warmer soon. i really don't like the cold.
you know what is scary? the fact that this school year is almost over, i am going to be a senior next year..bleh. i don't know if i like that too much. Actually, i don't think that i do. Its kinda like i have to grow up.
lol, i don't think that this was a good, solid post, but at least it was a good, solid attempt.