Apr 05, 2006 15:11
soo...my first three days of hell are actually over!!!!! except there is one problemo... the worst day of the week is happening tomorrow! thats less then 24 fucking hours!!! aaaa!! but i am less nervous then i used to be. monday, yesterday and today actually werent so bad.. i think i already wrote about monday. yesterday i just had to do another declamaiton practice and i did muuuuch better. today i did my box project presentation and had dec and both were also very good. Tomorrow im a little freaked out tho. i am missing, block 1,3,4 and 5 but... block 4 shall be hell!! i gess it wont be soo bad, i mean no one knows wat im saying and they would be impresssed by the fact that i no how to memorize such a piece in french and present it to a whole room of ppl.. pplus the ppl going before me are really quite and forget their pieces easily so i feel a little bit better. and i dont totally suck (so i dont think), so it shouldnt be so bad..
and t he science project also shouldnt be a problemo. this saturday is STATES and im soooo excited. we got abe to do BOB in the play and we are practicing with dan the day of our performance but w.e. me and ally practice a thousand time eeevvery night.. so yay! but the sad thing is that its the last s+d tourney.. but thats good at the same time.. i mean i will be seeing them at the banquet that we shall have at the end of the yr! woot!
and i remember me saying in winter when tms and donna went out that spring is always the month that things will get better. but the only t hing that got better was the fact that they rnt going out anymore but now he wont even talk to me... i mean he talked to me more when he was going out then when he wasnt.. isnt that a little strange? i think so.. w.e. hes the ass so w.e.