Sucka.....
what is the deal with drama.... it really blows. everyone was depresed today at school. Someone told me what happened, and wow its a mess. now im kinda glad i didnt go cause i would want to be in that. well this is not my buisness.
Just one girl please....one that doesnt hurt me sooo badly. everyone has gone down the shithole royaly. Is it me? am i just...undatable? Maybe ill try lucia....or not. i dont want to rush into things.... actually i wont. i dont want to be hurt again. the person that i thought was the love of my life turned out not to be...and to top it off...no one likes me at all. this balows. i know of one person though, but no...not her... I think im just too blind. i am such a sucker that i dont realize what is happening. then it turns into a huge gigantic mess....then i dont know, flashbacks come and u jus want to sequester them and never see the light of day. But the memories come anyway...and wounds that i thought were healed open up and i have dreams of the good days.
If what josh samaniego is true, some ahers are scouting me out w00t. man im so stupid. girls are stupid. the plan, snicker, and act innocent. Then when you think everything is fine, the cage closes. But girls are irresistable. like when i met her in summer pe i was in awe. but they days are done, and the branch of friendship has been planted in deep. she has started bridging others, maybe i should too. i just dont want to get hurt again, like i have thousands of times before...
-If anyone reads this, dont talk to me about it. it is what i dont want to talk about with people. if u must though, ill see if i will.-
~Diego out~
TOBY, DIEGO, AND ZACH FORM.....THE HEARTBREAK FORCE!!!!
tu siempre en mi corizon.
Just one girl please....one that doesnt hurt me sooo badly. everyone has gone down the shithole royaly. Is it me? am i just...undatable? Maybe ill try lucia....or not. i dont want to rush into things.... actually i wont. i dont want to be hurt again. the person that i thought was the love of my life turned out not to be...and to top it off...no one likes me at all. this balows. i know of one person though, but no...not her... I think im just too blind. i am such a sucker that i dont realize what is happening. then it turns into a huge gigantic mess....then i dont know, flashbacks come and u jus want to sequester them and never see the light of day. But the memories come anyway...and wounds that i thought were healed open up and i have dreams of the good days.
If what josh samaniego is true, some ahers are scouting me out w00t. man im so stupid. girls are stupid. the plan, snicker, and act innocent. Then when you think everything is fine, the cage closes. But girls are irresistable. like when i met her in summer pe i was in awe. but they days are done, and the branch of friendship has been planted in deep. she has started bridging others, maybe i should too. i just dont want to get hurt again, like i have thousands of times before...
-If anyone reads this, dont talk to me about it. it is what i dont want to talk about with people. if u must though, ill see if i will.-
~Diego out~
TOBY, DIEGO, AND ZACH FORM.....THE HEARTBREAK FORCE!!!!
tu siempre en mi corizon.