In the sun, the willows give you shade
Havent written in this for a while guess I havent really felt like writting.
Sometimes things just dont feel like they are worth fighting for, i wish they would all go away but they dont. Thats when i realize how i end up chasing people away by being a bitch and ignoring people. If I dont see it or pretend not to notice, i can eventually trick myself in thininking its not there. Wrong of me, yes it really is but we really do all have faults in life. Those are mine, and eventually I will learn to fix them.
I also learned if im not crazy about something I slack it, I dont play it up anymore, I constantly dont talk about it and I eventually lose interest in it. But i still try to hang on to it. NOTICE: Jonathan doesnt really make appearance in my journal thoughts or when I talk to friends. Fucker
Sometimes things just dont feel like they are worth fighting for, i wish they would all go away but they dont. Thats when i realize how i end up chasing people away by being a bitch and ignoring people. If I dont see it or pretend not to notice, i can eventually trick myself in thininking its not there. Wrong of me, yes it really is but we really do all have faults in life. Those are mine, and eventually I will learn to fix them.
I also learned if im not crazy about something I slack it, I dont play it up anymore, I constantly dont talk about it and I eventually lose interest in it. But i still try to hang on to it. NOTICE: Jonathan doesnt really make appearance in my journal thoughts or when I talk to friends. Fucker