What the fuck
Why the fuck does everything have to be soo fucking complicated? I hate the fact that relationship have the ups and downs and when its got its downs it takes soo fucking long to fix and soo much bullshit just to find out whats wrong and how to fix it.
What the fuck is wrong with me? Why the hell is it that when ever i'm in a relationship it either doesn't last long or i get screwed on what goes on? What is wrong with what i'm doing? What am i doing wrong that every time I get in a relationship I'm always the one who get dumped or some bullshit comes along and nothing ever works anymore?
Someone please help me figure all this shit out. I'm tired of my life being put in a shit hole.
I mean seriously right now my family problems are bad. I'm seeing a psychologist because of the fact that my dad is an asshole and abuses my mom and me. I have anger problems because of him and i'm on medication for depression and anger management. There has been times where i thought that my life is going to end because of all the crap going on. Mark even knows about this cause every time we hung out with fran and monica and he droped me off at home, i'd sit in the car with him talking with him for about 15 mins talking about how my life sucks and that i don't know why i'm even living.
I don't get why everything bad has to happen to me. Why can't I be happy? Ever since 6th grade i've gone into a depression phase that hasn't even ended and i'm in the 11th grade right now....That means for over 5 years i've been depressed cause of fucking relationship problems or family problems or just complete bullshit.
Someone please help me, i'm tired of all of this. I don't know who to talk to anymore, i don't know how to fix my life cause of this. I don't want to end the relationship between me and fran and she told me she doesn't want that either. But why can't I handle this.
I hate this fucking world and how much shit you get put though in life.
What the fuck is wrong with me? Why the hell is it that when ever i'm in a relationship it either doesn't last long or i get screwed on what goes on? What is wrong with what i'm doing? What am i doing wrong that every time I get in a relationship I'm always the one who get dumped or some bullshit comes along and nothing ever works anymore?
Someone please help me figure all this shit out. I'm tired of my life being put in a shit hole.
I mean seriously right now my family problems are bad. I'm seeing a psychologist because of the fact that my dad is an asshole and abuses my mom and me. I have anger problems because of him and i'm on medication for depression and anger management. There has been times where i thought that my life is going to end because of all the crap going on. Mark even knows about this cause every time we hung out with fran and monica and he droped me off at home, i'd sit in the car with him talking with him for about 15 mins talking about how my life sucks and that i don't know why i'm even living.
I don't get why everything bad has to happen to me. Why can't I be happy? Ever since 6th grade i've gone into a depression phase that hasn't even ended and i'm in the 11th grade right now....That means for over 5 years i've been depressed cause of fucking relationship problems or family problems or just complete bullshit.
Someone please help me, i'm tired of all of this. I don't know who to talk to anymore, i don't know how to fix my life cause of this. I don't want to end the relationship between me and fran and she told me she doesn't want that either. But why can't I handle this.
I hate this fucking world and how much shit you get put though in life.