asshole.
I am an asshole. I am a bitch. I'm a tease. I'm a horrible person.
I lead a guy on, but I haven't stopped flirting. He kissed me last night. The whole time I was thinking of someone else. I don't know what I am going to do. I really don't. He is a good friend, I don't want to hurt him.
I am such a guy. I don't believe in relationships. Maybe thats because I was raised to think that way. I was raised to believe that you don't need anyone else but yourself. I am too independent to give in now. I have so much I want to do. I don't want to have to worry about another person.
I need to get out. I need to start over. I don't what I am doing anymore. I have changed everyday that I have been home. I miss Chicago, but I am itching for a new place.
I should just pack up and leave.
I lead a guy on, but I haven't stopped flirting. He kissed me last night. The whole time I was thinking of someone else. I don't know what I am going to do. I really don't. He is a good friend, I don't want to hurt him.
I am such a guy. I don't believe in relationships. Maybe thats because I was raised to think that way. I was raised to believe that you don't need anyone else but yourself. I am too independent to give in now. I have so much I want to do. I don't want to have to worry about another person.
I need to get out. I need to start over. I don't what I am doing anymore. I have changed everyday that I have been home. I miss Chicago, but I am itching for a new place.
I should just pack up and leave.