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scared ]
[ music | oasis // she's electric ]
AHHH I'm majorly freaking out!
I just got this huge packet from Nottingham about the first week, its so bloody confusing! I have a zillion things to sign up for (not only uni registration but for computer/web access, library cards, tutorials, etc, plus for the oh-so-complicated extra modules thing that I have to take). So the first day I have to run around across campus to the various schools to sign up for these modules before a certain time all while not getting lost and ahhhhh! It's so confusing!
And to make matters worse it took a whole bloody day to understand what I had to do because they can't explain for shit! Lol they sent like 20 different sheets completely out of order with changing formats and outlines, how am I supposed to follow all of this?
*sigh*
EDIT: I can't sleep. l'm sitting here on my bed with my laptop and a bottle of beer. I keep wanting to re-read those papers they sent me to try and convince myself that I'll be fine.
I've figured out what my problem is; I think too much. I have trouble just saying 'we'll figure it out on the spot' and leaving it at that. I have to make sure everything is planned beforehand otherwise I won't be able to stop thinking about it.
Having everything organized is probably my way of hiding how scared shitless I am.
Wow I think this is the first time I've said something like this.