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Hey...well i don't really know where to start... i guess today was ok until i called someone and whoever it was that answered the phone (i don't know who it was...) wasn't who i was expecting... then i started thinking about stuff and the kind of "relationship" i have with the person i was trying to call. well ive now convinced myself that everything that i thought about my relationship with that person was wrong. i don't know what to think anymore. then i came home and read something that this person wrote me and i think ive realized that what i thought and what that person thinks are very different. and now i dont know what to do. i feel like i cant do anything. i dont want to go anywhere, do anything. and if i was in bed now instead of at the computer i know that i would never get out...and lucky me i have to go back to school in like an hour and a half for fucking back-to-school night. so i need to go find someway to compose myself and stop crying within that time period. not to mention that i have tons of homework to do and if any of my family members see me like this... well lets just say that is the last thing i need right now.
There's a fine, fine line between a lover and a friend;
There's a fine, fine line between reality and pretend;
And you never know 'til you reach the top if it was worth the uphill climb.
There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.
There's a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie;
And there's a fine, fine line between "You're wonderful" and "Goodbye."
I guess if someone doesn't love you back it isn't such a crime,
But there's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of your time.
And I don't have the time to waste on you anymore.
I don't think that you even know what you're looking for.
For my own sanity, I've got to close the door
And walk away...
Oh...
There's a fine, fine line between together and not.
And there's a fine, fine line between what you wanted and what you got.
You gotta go after the things you want while you're still in your prime...
There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.
I know that posting a song from Avenue Q is totally something that my sister would do, but i heard it today and well it didn't help the situation but now it is stuck in my head...
Something else i realized is that i really don't like a lot about myself... i mean there are so many things that i would change about me...so ive decided to start doing something about these things...
well now i have to go but i suppose i will see some of you tomorrow.
ciao
There's a fine, fine line between a lover and a friend;
There's a fine, fine line between reality and pretend;
And you never know 'til you reach the top if it was worth the uphill climb.
There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.
There's a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie;
And there's a fine, fine line between "You're wonderful" and "Goodbye."
I guess if someone doesn't love you back it isn't such a crime,
But there's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of your time.
And I don't have the time to waste on you anymore.
I don't think that you even know what you're looking for.
For my own sanity, I've got to close the door
And walk away...
Oh...
There's a fine, fine line between together and not.
And there's a fine, fine line between what you wanted and what you got.
You gotta go after the things you want while you're still in your prime...
There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.
I know that posting a song from Avenue Q is totally something that my sister would do, but i heard it today and well it didn't help the situation but now it is stuck in my head...
Something else i realized is that i really don't like a lot about myself... i mean there are so many things that i would change about me...so ive decided to start doing something about these things...
well now i have to go but i suppose i will see some of you tomorrow.
ciao