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for the record, i think i DO believe in God.
and i think i believe that i need a boyfriend. i'm serious here. my quest continues. the last two nights i've had dreams about maybe dating people or being interested in them and maybe getting something back in return. kristin says that the fact that i told the guy in the dream i wrote up a few days ago that i was someone else shows that i'm not confident in myself.
totally true.
i just want someone's hand to hold. someone who will be there whenever i need them, and listen to me, and let me listen to them. and just be there.
is that weird or too much to ask?
i'm at the point in my life that i've never had any of this, and i feel like it's about damn time.
help.
and i think i believe that i need a boyfriend. i'm serious here. my quest continues. the last two nights i've had dreams about maybe dating people or being interested in them and maybe getting something back in return. kristin says that the fact that i told the guy in the dream i wrote up a few days ago that i was someone else shows that i'm not confident in myself.
totally true.
i just want someone's hand to hold. someone who will be there whenever i need them, and listen to me, and let me listen to them. and just be there.
is that weird or too much to ask?
i'm at the point in my life that i've never had any of this, and i feel like it's about damn time.
help.