Apr 13, 2004 23:27
somewhere in the midst of cake tastings, and floral arrangements, justin parker decides that he'd rather join the circus and make balloon animals than marry me.
things were going to be perfect. we were meeting with the pastor, we have a good majority of the wedding party set, and i'm in the middle of getting my dress altered.
i gave him everything that i had.
i was the perfect fiance, and was going to be the perfect wife. and parker was going to be the perfect husband.
i can't believe there's never going to be another tux fitting to get him to, and that i have to break the news to my parents that i won't be getting married as planned. i already dropped a lot of money on this wedding, as did they. parker didn't, really, which is another situation altogether.
*sigh*
i can't believe my dreams have all been crushed once again.
balloon animals? HA!
i used to be part of that dream... now, it is no more.
thanks, heartbreaker. you got the best of me.