Nov 19, 2004 14:45
This has been the longest week ever..I knew it was gonna be stressful but not this bad..Housing sucks ass and that is all I am gonna say. I just want to forget about a certain situation and it seems like I cant get rid of it. Either someone wont let it go, or I get something in the mail about it..I need it to stop..I have bad dreams about it and everyone time someone mentions the subject at all, I feel like crying. We had a safety night the other night for all the sorority girls and it was brought up in general and I almost had to leave. I really wanted to ball my eyes out. I have so many other things to worry about I just want this to go away. I am sick of feeling like I am getting blamed for this and its what I think about every freaken day and I will never be able to be not be nervous about it. The situation just sucks and I cant believe that it is happening. Sorry for rambling but I had to get that out.
In fun news I watched the Ama's and they were good. I think usher and alicia keys are dating and its soo cute. I LOVE their song and I have listened to that one and kelly's new one over and over again lol. If it wasnt for music artists I just dont know what I would do. I also took a fun quiz. It was in amy's lj and it was who would u be a lesbian for?..so I took it and it gave me Britney. It was hilarious though cuz its so true I mean look at her lol..I totally expected it to give me someone else but it was funny that she popped up. I love when stuff like that happens. Also I got a fun award from my new members the other day. I got Reality tv queen/bsc idol..and i love it..its very true...all i seem to watch is reality tv..i dunno y but I do lol..Speaking of reality tv, Paris hilton is gonna try and do another simple life with nicole. I am very excited. I hope they do another one. She makes me laugh like no other. That is one of my fave reality shows. She is my fave reality person..I heart her..ok so that is it..until next time..peace out kids!