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so today was eventful. i went out with my mom and then i went to baileys house where we painted her computer room. its blue and pink and looks sooo sikk. so i chilled there for a bit, came here, and ive been practicing guitar for about half an hour, and im kinda dreading tomorrow. we're going to some banquet hall thing in woodbridge, and its gonna be strange cause i duno anyone thats gonna be there.. and ya. meh, ima deal. ill take some pics and get them up soontimes --> just because mah outfit is so facking sikk. ye, so i guess thats it. if i dont update tmr its cause i was either too lazy, too tired, or came home too late. oh, and congrats bailey and dakota.. aww <3
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Song of Tuhdae
Lindsay Lohan/Something I Never Had
Do you see me
Do you feel me like I feel you
Call your number
I can not get through
You don't hear me and I dont understand
When I reach out I dont find your hand
Was it wasted words and did they mean a thing
And all our precious time but I still feel so in between
Some day I just keep pretending
That youll say dreaming of a diffrent ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
I keep tell myself things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out you could always change your mind
Like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
Can I close my eyes have you lying here again
Then I come back down
They I fade back in
Then I realize its just what might have been.
Some day I just keep pretending
That youll say dreaming of a diffrent ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
Am I a shadow on your wall
Am I anything at all
Anything to you
Am I a secret that you keep
Do you dream me while your sleeping after all
Some day I just keep pretending
That youll say dreaming of a diffrent ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
That I never had
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
You dont see me, you dont feel me like I feel you