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display pics and msn names, they dont show who i am. i could have a pic of xtina that says 'ready for you' and use it, but it mite jus be cause i like xtina alot. and dont care what the fuck it says. an msn name, it could be an inside joke, or even a song. and it dont mean how i am. everyones fuckin mad at me, and i dint mean to do anything wrong.. i jus cant take it.. i dont get it. one day everyones all goody with me, the next, it starts again. and you think it makes it any better for me, now that i know people are gonna be talking bout me? i know that people already say shit, but now theyre gonna talk more, with more people. everyones gonna be talkin shit bout me and i wont even know the whole reason why.
[i said that exact thing^^^to steph. word for word.]
this is all so fucked up, i dont even get it! people are saying im acting all slutty, and like a hoe. last i checked, hoes and sluts go and do all this sexual shit, selling their bodies, and being proud of it. HELLO IF YOU HAVENT CHECKED I DO WANT A FUTURE! people are saying this, but its like, shit.. an msn name, or a display pic doesnt show who i am. but people seem to think so. peoples saying at baileys party i was a hoe. of course, while 50+ people are in the house, i was rite there fucking every person i saw8-)like honestly, everyones saying they got proof on how i have been, well sorrie, i havent heard you saying anything. and some said they read this [my lj] and say how im saying all this shit bout wanting to fuck every guy [when that was off the fuckin internet AND WAS A JOKE] and all this shit. like fuck. jus when i think ima tight with someone, i turn around and they there talkin bout me. and how im changing. wtf they mean im changing? being a hoe at school? of course. i just walze rite up to some random kid, sit on his desk, aand say 'fuck me'8-) HONESTLY! like holy shit. people saying all these rumors, they should get their facts straight. how i was giving everyone hickeys. WRONG. how i wanna fuck every guy out there, WRONG. how ima slut cause of a display pic or msn name, WRONG. how for one nite, i was sitting next to a guy, i was completely selling my bodie and riding him rite there. ALL THIS FUCKIN BULLLSHIT!
if they read this, let them go ahead and read it. until they can explain to me what magical proof they have that im such a hoe. until they can explain to me how im magically changing, then fine. let them be mad. its honestly not bothering me.
who was it? im not naming names. they know who they are. theres no point for me to rat anyone out.
[i said that exact thing^^^to steph. word for word.]
this is all so fucked up, i dont even get it! people are saying im acting all slutty, and like a hoe. last i checked, hoes and sluts go and do all this sexual shit, selling their bodies, and being proud of it. HELLO IF YOU HAVENT CHECKED I DO WANT A FUTURE! people are saying this, but its like, shit.. an msn name, or a display pic doesnt show who i am. but people seem to think so. peoples saying at baileys party i was a hoe. of course, while 50+ people are in the house, i was rite there fucking every person i saw8-)like honestly, everyones saying they got proof on how i have been, well sorrie, i havent heard you saying anything. and some said they read this [my lj] and say how im saying all this shit bout wanting to fuck every guy [when that was off the fuckin internet AND WAS A JOKE] and all this shit. like fuck. jus when i think ima tight with someone, i turn around and they there talkin bout me. and how im changing. wtf they mean im changing? being a hoe at school? of course. i just walze rite up to some random kid, sit on his desk, aand say 'fuck me'8-) HONESTLY! like holy shit. people saying all these rumors, they should get their facts straight. how i was giving everyone hickeys. WRONG. how i wanna fuck every guy out there, WRONG. how ima slut cause of a display pic or msn name, WRONG. how for one nite, i was sitting next to a guy, i was completely selling my bodie and riding him rite there. ALL THIS FUCKIN BULLLSHIT!
if they read this, let them go ahead and read it. until they can explain to me what magical proof they have that im such a hoe. until they can explain to me how im magically changing, then fine. let them be mad. its honestly not bothering me.
who was it? im not naming names. they know who they are. theres no point for me to rat anyone out.