Oct 15, 2004 22:15
day one all over again
not bout my 21 day thing, im still doin that, {and on day 5), but i got grounded todae, and its gonna be a long 2 weeks. one week with no phone, 2 weeks no going out. there goes gettin my hair dun and gettin a new outfit for picture dae.. sorie tor, i prob ruined your plans.
well, i havent been thinkin of kj as much.. considered to how much i used to think about him.. i think of him only when his name is brought up:) it's real progress.. lol
thank god ben isnt having a bdae party, cause i wouldnt be able to go. and im shitted, cause half dae's next week, and i gotta come straight home, fuckin shit yo.. well, if my parents aren't home.. not sayin no one can come here for a bit;) lol.
and lately.. ive been feeling way too pressured. everytime im supposed to do somen, first i think 'are people gonna call me a slut for this?' this is so hard.. i dunno what to do no more.. i hate this..
i guess thats all, ciao peoples