Mar 08, 2006 19:21
How do you know if youre missing someone...
Or just the feeling of HAVING someone?
Why is it that after so much time has passed, Im finally feeling like this again. Like I dont know what to do without them, that now Im completely lost without them.
I keep wishing they'd call, so I could talk to them.
But then Im afraid of what I might say.
I wish I could see them.
But then Im afraid of what I might do.
I almost wish there was one more chance for us.
But then Im afraid of what might happen.
Im afraid of getting hurt.
But then Im afraid of being alone.
I want it all.
But then again, I dont.
Why cant I just make up my mind????
I wanna be with HIM. But then again, I know it could never happen.
HE hurt me once, and I wont let it happen again.
But then I remember the times HE held me in his arms, and told me he loved me.
Was it all a lie? Or was it for real? And why am I questioning things now? After so much time.
So I think Im missing him...
But then I think I might just be missing the feeling.