Pft, yeah, when I'm not whining or ranting or freaking out about stuff which makes up... oh, 85% of my entries. :P
I'm having what I call a 'thinking day'. I get this occasionally, when I tend to worry a lot about stuff that I really shouldn't be worrying about, but because I'm a worrier... Well, I do it anyway. And then I get panicky and start what-if-ing about absolutely EVERYTHING and freak out and end up crying on my mother because I'm positive that nothing is going to work out for me.
Today for example, I'm worrying about my exam on Monday. If I fail or do badly enough, that means that I can't get into my faculty at school because I need a certain GPA to be able to make it, and then I don't know what I'm going to do because if I can't go to school, I still need to move to the city because I am paying rent for an apartment there.
Oh damn, I shouldn't have mentioned the apartment, because now I'm going to worry about how the hell I can afford anything and everything... Fuck. Okay. Calm down self. Right now.
My mom tells me when this happens to just think short term. Like, really short term. Okay. So. *thinks* I have to work in 50 minutes. I haven't eaten lunch, and I need to vacuum. Then I have to go to work. Work will be fun. I can do this.
I should have warned you that I'm kind of a nutcase. :/
Actually, it sounds like we have more in common than our fandom interests. You've just described me to a tee when it comes to worrying about stuff, which I do allll the time. My most recent one was getting myself into a state about having enough time to have a job while I'm in school next year because money's going to be tighter than ever.
It's just, and I know this sounds dumb and like it came out of a fortune cookie, but, that stuff will work out in the end. I've yet to fail out of school despite being afraid I was going to, I've always managed to have enough money to eat, and kicking my ex-boyfriend to the curb did not mean that I would never find a guy who likes me for me, regardless of what he claimed.
Stuff worked out for me, keeps working for me, and will for you too.
PS: Your entires are fun and are pretty much the same kind that I make, so no worries there.
In that case, can I keep you? *SNUGGLES* Clearly, WE NEED EACH OTHER, NO JOKE. We need to get together and have a sleepover and talk about boys and have a shitload of fun, ASAP. Where do you live? :D
Dude, that is epic! (Also lol, everyone out west who actually knows NS exists does so because they have relatives here, I SWEAR). Just let me know if you're coming my way girl, just let me know.
Also, Manitoba, I have never been ... um, I hear it is cold? :D? :D?
My paternal grandmother often makes me laugh because she is a huge Sidney Crosby fangirl and insists that he will put Nova Scotia on the map where Americans are concerned. I am just like "Ha ha, NO, Nan. At most he will put CANADA on the map!"
I'm having what I call a 'thinking day'. I get this occasionally, when I tend to worry a lot about stuff that I really shouldn't be worrying about, but because I'm a worrier... Well, I do it anyway. And then I get panicky and start what-if-ing about absolutely EVERYTHING and freak out and end up crying on my mother because I'm positive that nothing is going to work out for me.
Today for example, I'm worrying about my exam on Monday. If I fail or do badly enough, that means that I can't get into my faculty at school because I need a certain GPA to be able to make it, and then I don't know what I'm going to do because if I can't go to school, I still need to move to the city because I am paying rent for an apartment there.
Oh damn, I shouldn't have mentioned the apartment, because now I'm going to worry about how the hell I can afford anything and everything... Fuck. Okay. Calm down self. Right now.
My mom tells me when this happens to just think short term. Like, really short term. Okay. So. *thinks* I have to work in 50 minutes. I haven't eaten lunch, and I need to vacuum. Then I have to go to work. Work will be fun. I can do this.
I should have warned you that I'm kind of a nutcase. :/
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It's just, and I know this sounds dumb and like it came out of a fortune cookie, but, that stuff will work out in the end. I've yet to fail out of school despite being afraid I was going to, I've always managed to have enough money to eat, and kicking my ex-boyfriend to the curb did not mean that I would never find a guy who likes me for me, regardless of what he claimed.
Stuff worked out for me, keeps working for me, and will for you too.
PS: Your entires are fun and are pretty much the same kind that I make, so no worries there.
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Oh, that makes me happy and optimistic!
:) :) :)
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Somehow I'm betting you're not nearby?
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BUT BUT BUT. I HAVE RELATIVES IN NOVA SCOTIA, SO MAYBE SOMEDAY?
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Also, Manitoba, I have never been ... um, I hear it is cold? :D? :D?
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I will definitely. It's not likely, but hey, who knows?
Um, yes it can get very very cold in the winter. But it's not cold all the time. :P
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My paternal grandmother often makes me laugh because she is a huge Sidney Crosby fangirl and insists that he will put Nova Scotia on the map where Americans are concerned. I am just like "Ha ha, NO, Nan. At most he will put CANADA on the map!"
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