Chris' Aunt told us we looked fat!
I am sick of this bullshit. While I love Chris' Aunt (she's family and routinely remembers my name so that's a plus) she decided to tell us this weekend at his cousin's open house that we should be ashamed to have gained all the weight back that we lost and we should really start loosing again. WTF!!!! Why is it that people think fat people want this unsolicited advice? Does she think I didn't notice that my gut is larger than my tits and I can now take a bath in an inch of water?!?!?! Fat people don't want to be told we're fat, hell if we didn't know we were fat then we'd have to be blind or stupid and since I don't appear to be either she should leave her f**king (trying to clean up my language) comments to herself!!! I know I should not be bothered by this anymore (the open house was Sat.) but I am and to top it off I gained 4lbs this week when I weighed in at TOPS. So now not only am I fat but I am getting fatter. Great, soon small children will be able to ride on my back for a quarter!! Then Chris' Aunt can yell at me not only for being fat but also for resembling a farm animal. I wish people would understand that having extra body fat does not provide me extra protection from insults. It really does not bounce off.
Ok, now for my change of attitude....breathe in...breathe out. I had a dream last night that I was going to win Survivor if I didn't push this woman into the water and I ended up pushing her in twice. This is probably a really telling dream...either that or I need to pick better television:) I love everyone and hope you are not all as weight obsessed as I am at this time :)
Ok, now for my change of attitude....breathe in...breathe out. I had a dream last night that I was going to win Survivor if I didn't push this woman into the water and I ended up pushing her in twice. This is probably a really telling dream...either that or I need to pick better television:) I love everyone and hope you are not all as weight obsessed as I am at this time :)