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umm... i don't really know how to start this one. i haven't updated in awhile because i've been to busy living life. the last weeks have been real weird but nice and needed. i've done a lot of thinking that definitely needed to be done. camp was awesome. it caused me to have to make some changes but for the better for most parts. i'm excited for school and softball to start, but i've decided to take a break from a lot of things and focus on me and my goals. i know that sounds selfish but do to several situations(mostly boys) i've had a run of bad luck having to do with my decision making skills. not only did my grades start to drop last year but i have been getting in trouble a lot more then i used to and my relation with my family has changed. so back to my focusing on me, at this point i really think it's best thing for me to do. i have to put my life back into perspective and i'm sry to the people hat are effected by this.