May 11, 2005 22:13
there is a huge storm going and i realized how much i hate them if i am not trying to console and make sure 20 little girls are ok, tent flaps are done, and i am running pure adrenaline.
i feel like going and sitting out in it and just crying. . no one would be able to tell the difference and after today i just feel like i need to get so much out. i held tears back for two hours this afternoon adn it was the hardest thing ever considering the phone convo. going on while i was standing right there.
I am off to midnight breakfast and may write a more in depth post later.