Feb 21, 2009 02:15
So I guess I haven't posted a proper entry in here in a while.. lol. I don't know what to say really. I guess I'll do point form updates! rawr!
- I'm in love with Franz Ferdinand again, with their new album being full of win
- I'm also in love with James entirely.. ♥
- I'll likely move to St. Louis once we marry since... well that's where he'll be living/working.
- I've recently visited him in Indiana for the v-day weekend and it was so awesome and I miss James so much =(
- If any of you can recall when I posted a bunch of squee-filled convos with "mannerism"... yes. That's James. :P
- I'm a bit jobless and my money is running lower and lower but I'm still job hunting and trying to remain relatively hopeful.. it's tough being a recent graduate :(
- Otherwise, I'm quite happy. Things aren't perfect, but life never is, and I'm happy with where I am despite certain external circumstances.. but I do believe happiness is not something that comes to you, but a frame of mind, and something you gotta create.
Also, why is it that fat people get offended if you call them fat but it's totally okay to call someone skinny? I mean, of course there's a difference between using the word "fat" offensively or using it as a term of observation.. but I mean the truth's the truth and why get so worked up over it? I mean that's a totally random thought but I totally think it quite often.. and just as randomly. And I totally mean no offense by this question. It's just a thought.. and I see no reason for people to get angry over it cuz.. well it's rather pointless cuz it's true. Anyway...
I would also like to point out that a huge reason for me being happy with where I am in life is because, thanks to James, I can attest to the love of Christ and His goodness.. and how all things work for the good of those who love Him.. I can say I am truly blessed by His grace, and though being jobless is always rather stress-worthy, I know I trust Him ever more and in His guidance of my life.. I will follow even if it means leaving my comfort zone.. and who knows, maybe my comfort zone IS Toronto and I do need to leave at least for a while to experience more blessings beyond what I can imagine.
So.. I thank God, and I guess this concludes my rare journal post... ahaha. :)
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