Apology Letter
It’s…12:30, and while this letter may be in vain, and have no affect on how you feel, it would be wrong for me as a friend to simply stand idle and let one of the few relationships I care about go to waste. You’re upset with me, that much is clear. However why did you wait until the day before I leave to tell me just how badly I’ve hurt you? You know how much I care about, and how badly I just want to make you happy, so you should also know that if you ever had a problem with me, I would try my hardest to fix whatever it is. I’ve spoken badly about your sister for a while now, and I’m sorry. I truly am. If I really cared about you and your family I never would have done it. You’re right, Kim is family, and family comes before anything else. You have every right to loathe me for what I’ve said and done, but you need to know that I care for you and our friendship more than just about anything else in this world, and if I had any idea about what affect I was having on both you and your sister I would have stopped it all. Granted I’m an asshole and I have a (terrible) tendency to say whatever I’m thinking, but I assure you that I had no intention of bringing this upon you.
This isn’t a letter asking for your forgiveness, because frankly I don’t think I deserve it this time. I just want you to understand how much you mean to me, and how big of a role you play in my life. I feel like I’ve had to say this way too much -- but I can’t lose you, as a friend or an acquaintance. I wish I had more time here, but that isn’t the case. Just know that no matter what, I’ll always be there for you. You’re Mim, you always will be.
I love you and I’m going to miss you more than
you could ever imagine.
Sincerely,
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Post Script on the back.
I wrote this letter in an emotionally fueled half hour, so it’s probably pretty sappy and drawn out. All that matters is that I care for you and would never hurt you intentionally. I sincerely hope you come visit me this semester, because sometimes phone calls just aren’t enough. I attached something for nostalgic purposes.
Love Ish