no one will ever love you honestly
no one will ever love you for your honesty
its a pretty sad reflection that i only feel like sharing my life on lj when im on my own at home and im draining whatever dregs of alcohol i can find in the house... so yeah ive been in a complicated mess of boys. no, men. (when did that change? and it has changed...) a date yesterday was totally ruined by a completely inappropriate rant about monogamy, and im consoling myself with fantasies about the guy i randomly went home with last week and am meeting up with again. i cant seem to strike a ballance with anything - these are ontop of complicated friendships and even relationships at work after a some unexpected revelations. im sure it'll all sort it self out, once ive got through this wet patch ill be back to my usual uncomplicated celebate self.
aside all that, im really looking forward to having a gig again, rehearsals have been fun. keep the 26th free anyone within traveling distance of manchester!
and another plus side is that ive been very motivated to write the anti-love issue of my zine. but i still need more cum-face photos. do it!
its a pretty sad reflection that i only feel like sharing my life on lj when im on my own at home and im draining whatever dregs of alcohol i can find in the house... so yeah ive been in a complicated mess of boys. no, men. (when did that change? and it has changed...) a date yesterday was totally ruined by a completely inappropriate rant about monogamy, and im consoling myself with fantasies about the guy i randomly went home with last week and am meeting up with again. i cant seem to strike a ballance with anything - these are ontop of complicated friendships and even relationships at work after a some unexpected revelations. im sure it'll all sort it self out, once ive got through this wet patch ill be back to my usual uncomplicated celebate self.
aside all that, im really looking forward to having a gig again, rehearsals have been fun. keep the 26th free anyone within traveling distance of manchester!
and another plus side is that ive been very motivated to write the anti-love issue of my zine. but i still need more cum-face photos. do it!