useless yammering
hi! wow..its been ages since i posted anything, and its not like i have anything exciting to talk about today...just randomly felt like posting, so feel free to stop reading at anytime...:)
so im still unemployed (mostly due to my own issues with calling people) katheudo and i planted a tiny veggie garden in his yard a bit ago...and so far its not thriving so much...but its not dieing either...so we shall see...and hope.
seen a few amazing shows in the past few months (moe!, z'ev,daniel menche, sickara (SP?) the most recent and awe inspiring), got my bike back to a very working condition (the axel was snapped!!!! it still worked, just dragged badly and sounded worse), my car still has no side window( see my last post) but the plastic works fine and apparently is very entertaining to sit near while on the freeway (says my sisters BF) and it still steams after short drives...but i just cant afford to replace the badly leaking radiator so i just put fluid in my car everytime i drive...
cats are doing well, my roommate is good at keeping them exercised with the laserpointer, they go batshit for the thing!
been dealing with some bad days of depression and anxiety lately, i keep isolating myself from my friends...the whole not being able to call people thing again....most people dont seem to understand...im not avoiding calling people on purpose, i just cant do it...something snaps in my head and doesnt allow me...i have recovered from many problems that i had in my early and late teens but that issue sticks with me...i can call people back usually, and i really dont have problems talking on the phone...but lately this is being a real pain in my ass!! if it would just go away it would make my life so much easier but as most of you know, mental issues dont usally just get up and leave one day.
i applied at two places today and looked into another (they arent hireing now but the lady said to check their website often) so hopefully one of these will pan out into something real for once...i have had almost no response to any of my job searching (i think it has to do with the fact i didnt know about the whole cover letter with resumes thing...i havent had to look for a job in 6 years and i didnt need a resume then for the job i got, so ya...i should have known about it...but i didnt)
um...i think thats about it for now...blahblahblahblah...heres a silly little cameraphone pic of the garden...i hope i did this right:)
so im still unemployed (mostly due to my own issues with calling people) katheudo and i planted a tiny veggie garden in his yard a bit ago...and so far its not thriving so much...but its not dieing either...so we shall see...and hope.
seen a few amazing shows in the past few months (moe!, z'ev,daniel menche, sickara (SP?) the most recent and awe inspiring), got my bike back to a very working condition (the axel was snapped!!!! it still worked, just dragged badly and sounded worse), my car still has no side window( see my last post) but the plastic works fine and apparently is very entertaining to sit near while on the freeway (says my sisters BF) and it still steams after short drives...but i just cant afford to replace the badly leaking radiator so i just put fluid in my car everytime i drive...
cats are doing well, my roommate is good at keeping them exercised with the laserpointer, they go batshit for the thing!
been dealing with some bad days of depression and anxiety lately, i keep isolating myself from my friends...the whole not being able to call people thing again....most people dont seem to understand...im not avoiding calling people on purpose, i just cant do it...something snaps in my head and doesnt allow me...i have recovered from many problems that i had in my early and late teens but that issue sticks with me...i can call people back usually, and i really dont have problems talking on the phone...but lately this is being a real pain in my ass!! if it would just go away it would make my life so much easier but as most of you know, mental issues dont usally just get up and leave one day.
i applied at two places today and looked into another (they arent hireing now but the lady said to check their website often) so hopefully one of these will pan out into something real for once...i have had almost no response to any of my job searching (i think it has to do with the fact i didnt know about the whole cover letter with resumes thing...i havent had to look for a job in 6 years and i didnt need a resume then for the job i got, so ya...i should have known about it...but i didnt)
um...i think thats about it for now...blahblahblahblah...heres a silly little cameraphone pic of the garden...i hope i did this right:)