(Day 29, start of night shift)
Dear Russel,
I know you'll never get this but writing it makes me feel a little better. I miss you. I'm scared ...
People left. They got away, that's what Sakura says, but they didn't go home. Being out of here, no matter where to, has got to be better than staying. But ... I want to go home. I want to be with you again. I don't know how I got here but I'm afraid that whatever did it is here ... only here ... and nowhere else. So if I get out, could I ever get back home to you?
Some people are gone that didn't get out. I miss them brother, I miss them so much it hurts. Al was here. He left first. Then Gene ... you would have liked Gene. I couldn't save Envy. Something bad happened to him, I don't know what, and then he was taken away too. And now Mr. Iruka's gone too ... brother, he reminded me of dad. Back when I was real little ... before things went bad ...
Winry and I are still here. Miss Sakura too. Oh, Ed was here. But ... but he got out. If he finds a way home before I do, please don't hate him for leaving. I ... I'm kind of angry that he left Winry ... she needed him and he's gone ... Brother, I don't know how to help her. I don't know how to help anyone anymore. Every time I get close to someone they are hurt or get taken away. I'm afraid ...
((the words that fallow have been scratched over too many times to read))
I know you'll never get this but writing it makes me feel a little better. I miss you. I'm scared ...
People left. They got away, that's what Sakura says, but they didn't go home. Being out of here, no matter where to, has got to be better than staying. But ... I want to go home. I want to be with you again. I don't know how I got here but I'm afraid that whatever did it is here ... only here ... and nowhere else. So if I get out, could I ever get back home to you?
Some people are gone that didn't get out. I miss them brother, I miss them so much it hurts. Al was here. He left first. Then Gene ... you would have liked Gene. I couldn't save Envy. Something bad happened to him, I don't know what, and then he was taken away too. And now Mr. Iruka's gone too ... brother, he reminded me of dad. Back when I was real little ... before things went bad ...
Winry and I are still here. Miss Sakura too. Oh, Ed was here. But ... but he got out. If he finds a way home before I do, please don't hate him for leaving. I ... I'm kind of angry that he left Winry ... she needed him and he's gone ... Brother, I don't know how to help her. I don't know how to help anyone anymore. Every time I get close to someone they are hurt or get taken away. I'm afraid ...
((the words that fallow have been scratched over too many times to read))