Here's honest
I kinda feel like I should be writing in one journal. Because as of the last....well for a while. I've been writing in every journal I have on lj, plus a paper journal.
Not sure if its because I just feel like if I type all in one I'll overwhelm people, or if its because I don't really know how people will react or what.
Probably partially with last year it just feels safer. But I dunno. I feel like I'm kinda pulling myself apart rather then putting myself together. Because I'm honest, but I leave things out.
I thought I'd just put something less "yay" and more "blah" on here to kinda balance things out.
I really am in a blah mood. I wish that school could just be over, and it will be soon, but only for like a week. I can't put myself back together properly if I do it in a week. But all this confrontation now is starting to drive me nuts.
I'm ready to go hide and burrow in a house thats not my own for like a week.
Dramatic, I know. I probably just need a good hug, with a dash of insanity.
I blame life.
Not sure if its because I just feel like if I type all in one I'll overwhelm people, or if its because I don't really know how people will react or what.
Probably partially with last year it just feels safer. But I dunno. I feel like I'm kinda pulling myself apart rather then putting myself together. Because I'm honest, but I leave things out.
I thought I'd just put something less "yay" and more "blah" on here to kinda balance things out.
I really am in a blah mood. I wish that school could just be over, and it will be soon, but only for like a week. I can't put myself back together properly if I do it in a week. But all this confrontation now is starting to drive me nuts.
I'm ready to go hide and burrow in a house thats not my own for like a week.
Dramatic, I know. I probably just need a good hug, with a dash of insanity.
I blame life.