Aug 11, 2009 00:55
OMG I GOT A CALL BACK FROM BC'S BOOKSTORE BUT I WASN'T HOME TO TAKE THE CALL AHHHH!
So I called her back BUT SHE LEFT SO I LEFT A MESSAGE ON HER ANSWERING MACHINE.
uuughhh fuuu aggg....
She asked if I was interested in an interview, and in my message I told her I was and stuff..
I'm sorta like, rethinking it now that i actually got the interview haha...oh god if i get this job my life is gonna be very weird...like two separate lives and junk. I mean, when I'm home it'll be like nothing changed, staying here working at party shitty, and then when i go to Manhattan I'll have college and a job there.
I'm going to get so overwhelmed, now that I think about it.
Two jobs, commuting, my first year at college.
But I need to pay for tuition, books, train...so I don't really have a choice in the matter.
It's really unfair, but I can't do anything about it.
it's gonna be fucking busy, i dunno how i'm gonna do this...hahaha
oh god.....:(
baruch,
jobs,
college,
sad,
party city,
money-saving difficulty,
nyc,
interview,
manhattan