Not Losing So Fast
It seems like there's always something that keeps me just a step above the edge. Something different all the time but it keeps me going. I guess I would've been completely fine and happy but... I can't. Something is bothering me. A lot. For some reason it caught me by surprise today. I was going insane as I always do when I'm responsible of support, rambling about this and that, making it all sound like one fuckin' big joke. But when I saw my two best friends, that know how serious it is, I bet, my voice broke and I had tears in my eyes. She hugged me for a long minute but eventually I didn't cry.
I don't know what to do. But I never did anyway. So if it wasn't for that thing, I would've been truly happy right now, like I wasn't for a long time now...
I just try to keep up and hope that my problem will solve itself. Which, I might add, is doing its job but may not work.
Oh, and maybe I've found another nice band: LM.C. The vocalist was a support guitarist for Miyavi and the music sounds good. Plus, they're cute XP
I don't know what to do. But I never did anyway. So if it wasn't for that thing, I would've been truly happy right now, like I wasn't for a long time now...
I just try to keep up and hope that my problem will solve itself. Which, I might add, is doing its job but may not work.
Oh, and maybe I've found another nice band: LM.C. The vocalist was a support guitarist for Miyavi and the music sounds good. Plus, they're cute XP