Insperation
This nice day had yet to be over.
Watched two episodes of Haruhi Suzumiya's Melancholy. It's incredible. It's like someone created an Anime about me had I grew up in Japan. Lots of fun ^.^ I'd like to do a Haruhi cosplay someday... Yet first I must figure out a way to make a Sora KH2 costume first *sigh* Not like I don't want to be Sora-kun but his new outfit has so many complicated details. Very hard for a suing newbie like myself ^^;;
When I was waiting for the episodes to download I got across a very good AU Gazette fanfic in the gazette_yaoi community. A Reita/Ruki. Even though I support seme Ruki, if it's Reita, it's fine. Because Reita is an ukeish-cool-style type of seme. It also is the first pairing I though about, when listening to Reila. It sounds too much like Reita for me to miss it. It sounds like Ruki is practically begging for Reita to have enough confidence to take off the noseband. Though it's not really his choice, the noseband being an unalterable part of Gazette's image. I think it's cool but I, too, want to see Reita's real face. I like him ^^ Base is cool. He made me really wish I could afford lessons, since base sounds more special to me than electric guitar. Everybody learns guitar, but base is more rare. Though I would like to learn electric, too, I want to make more of base. More chances of getting into a band. Maybe drums will come too, later, but first I want to make a melody.
My only problem is lack of money and having to go to that awful place. Not that I don't like the work but I really can't enjoy it in those conditions. And that horrible uncomfortable ugly outfit... bleh... *sickness* gave me a trauma so bad, that now I can't even look at all shades of green, and it was my second favorite color. I can't even go back to the nice Lyserg-green color configuration T_T I curse those idiots who made decent young people look like an eyesore ><"
I'm starting to seriously consider leaving that hell even earlier than I planned. It's not just another whim, I'm considering it for a couple of weeks now. That place gave me a nice push but now I feel as though it's holding me back. I guess it's ok, under such devious conditions you can only get this far.
On this occasion I'd like to mention that this glorious day couldn't have came true without the help of my faithful teammates and yet another disappointment from a certain person. The more disappointment I get, the better. Can't keep expecting anything [anything at all] from people who just don't have the will to have fun. It may sound a bit harsh when I write it out like that but there's a long logical explanation behind that statement. I'd explain but it kinda depresses me. Kinda a lot. But it is true. Even impressed mother with some wise words I was dying to tell her. I'm glad I've made the first step to opening up her eyes ^_^
Watched two episodes of Haruhi Suzumiya's Melancholy. It's incredible. It's like someone created an Anime about me had I grew up in Japan. Lots of fun ^.^ I'd like to do a Haruhi cosplay someday... Yet first I must figure out a way to make a Sora KH2 costume first *sigh* Not like I don't want to be Sora-kun but his new outfit has so many complicated details. Very hard for a suing newbie like myself ^^;;
When I was waiting for the episodes to download I got across a very good AU Gazette fanfic in the gazette_yaoi community. A Reita/Ruki. Even though I support seme Ruki, if it's Reita, it's fine. Because Reita is an ukeish-cool-style type of seme. It also is the first pairing I though about, when listening to Reila. It sounds too much like Reita for me to miss it. It sounds like Ruki is practically begging for Reita to have enough confidence to take off the noseband. Though it's not really his choice, the noseband being an unalterable part of Gazette's image. I think it's cool but I, too, want to see Reita's real face. I like him ^^ Base is cool. He made me really wish I could afford lessons, since base sounds more special to me than electric guitar. Everybody learns guitar, but base is more rare. Though I would like to learn electric, too, I want to make more of base. More chances of getting into a band. Maybe drums will come too, later, but first I want to make a melody.
My only problem is lack of money and having to go to that awful place. Not that I don't like the work but I really can't enjoy it in those conditions. And that horrible uncomfortable ugly outfit... bleh... *sickness* gave me a trauma so bad, that now I can't even look at all shades of green, and it was my second favorite color. I can't even go back to the nice Lyserg-green color configuration T_T I curse those idiots who made decent young people look like an eyesore ><"
I'm starting to seriously consider leaving that hell even earlier than I planned. It's not just another whim, I'm considering it for a couple of weeks now. That place gave me a nice push but now I feel as though it's holding me back. I guess it's ok, under such devious conditions you can only get this far.
On this occasion I'd like to mention that this glorious day couldn't have came true without the help of my faithful teammates and yet another disappointment from a certain person. The more disappointment I get, the better. Can't keep expecting anything [anything at all] from people who just don't have the will to have fun. It may sound a bit harsh when I write it out like that but there's a long logical explanation behind that statement. I'd explain but it kinda depresses me. Kinda a lot. But it is true. Even impressed mother with some wise words I was dying to tell her. I'm glad I've made the first step to opening up her eyes ^_^