It's not enough
It's already dark outside. It means the day is almost over and that the next few [well depends on when I get sleepy] hours is all I have until it's back at IDF again. Not that I complain [... that's exactly what I do...] but still I wish I had a few more days/weeks like this. The hard work haven't even began yet and look at me, what is going to happen to me when the real stuff come rushing at me, ah? Ah?
note: ./hack is amazing!
Funny thing is: I noticed while sitting at the computer-slave-bitch(♥) that whenever I don't have anything to download being online feels like a total waste. I think- no, I know, that it's a habit I caught during the dark ages of the dial-up connection. I could only log on at 6pm until 6am and to top that I had to log off whenever one of my parents needed the net. Or the line, who knows? Plus, I was using Kazaa to download episodes. Now, the problem with programs like that is that mostly you're limited and dependent on one particular user being online [and not banning you]. Such an arrangement leaves you with a lot of "Incomplete" files that don't download even if you keep it on for a month.
Why did I just said all that? It's something that runs in my head for some time now and because I'm using a similar program to download Gazette Live in DVD quality and the user is nowhere to be found. Plus, I get this feeling when I don't have any new Anime to download. Like now.
Sad thing is: All of my boyfriend's friends like me but none of my friends likes him T_T Some of them actually hate him x.x" I mean, my two closest friends don't want to hear about it. One of them has a good reason, the other.... not a good enough reason. Though they have the right to decide for themselves it really hurts me. There's nothing else to say about it. . . . Ok, there is. I think lihsa ignores me, Tush is telling the wrong people my secrets, Asher cut his ties with me till further notice and the last time I got a sign of life from Terry was - last year?
I don't have my own world, do I? But when I think of it, it has always been me alone. I likes it.
As long as I'm me, I'll always be alone, no matter what or whom I'm with or where I am.
SO FUCK YOU ALL!!!!!! AND THANKS FOR NOTHING, "FRIENDS"!!!!!!!
note: ./hack is amazing!
Funny thing is: I noticed while sitting at the computer-slave-bitch(♥) that whenever I don't have anything to download being online feels like a total waste. I think- no, I know, that it's a habit I caught during the dark ages of the dial-up connection. I could only log on at 6pm until 6am and to top that I had to log off whenever one of my parents needed the net. Or the line, who knows? Plus, I was using Kazaa to download episodes. Now, the problem with programs like that is that mostly you're limited and dependent on one particular user being online [and not banning you]. Such an arrangement leaves you with a lot of "Incomplete" files that don't download even if you keep it on for a month.
Why did I just said all that? It's something that runs in my head for some time now and because I'm using a similar program to download Gazette Live in DVD quality and the user is nowhere to be found. Plus, I get this feeling when I don't have any new Anime to download. Like now.
Sad thing is: All of my boyfriend's friends like me but none of my friends likes him T_T Some of them actually hate him x.x" I mean, my two closest friends don't want to hear about it. One of them has a good reason, the other.... not a good enough reason. Though they have the right to decide for themselves it really hurts me. There's nothing else to say about it. . . . Ok, there is. I think lihsa ignores me, Tush is telling the wrong people my secrets, Asher cut his ties with me till further notice and the last time I got a sign of life from Terry was - last year?
I don't have my own world, do I? But when I think of it, it has always been me alone. I likes it.
As long as I'm me, I'll always be alone, no matter what or whom I'm with or where I am.
SO FUCK YOU ALL!!!!!! AND THANKS FOR NOTHING, "FRIENDS"!!!!!!!