self discovery
i've come to a conclusion.... i need to get self actualize. i was reading princess daries the book and in the book mia is trying to discover herself. i've figured maybe that i need to realize who really i am and how much i can do. maybe then i will think better of myself. savannah's mom said that the only reason that i am going to hell, as i so often say along with amy, is beacuse i think bad about myself. well its kinda hard not to when all i do is screw up and be around "perfect" people. i use to wish i was perfect, but that hope got dashed and besides there is no one perfect right? well there is almost perfect, and that is what i wish i was....