Nov 19, 2004 21:20
You know how the saying goes, "If you love someone set them free, if it was meant to be that someone will come back." How many times must I let go of that person before that person truly comes back, because I don't know what elso to do but really let go at this point in time. I mean is it worth to hold on to something that was never mine in the first place. Am I just wasting my time and effort on something that is to far away to reach. I can't always be in this person's shadow, walking a step behind that person. I think the best thing to do now is just walk ahead of that person and forget about that person. I know I can move on, I have done it so many times. Does this attitude make it seem like I'm a cold person. I mean if I totally don't like you, I'll honestly ignore you and brush you off. If I do like a guy, I totally act like I don't. I mean for years I told people I don't like any boy and they all believed me, does this make me a great liar or what? People have been telling me that I've been missing what had always been in front of my eyes, now that I do realize it, I think I lost that thing for sure. Why I am always the one that misses out on things?
"There is more to life than what you see, but sometimes too much tears are shed that you can't see."