Today...
I remembered just how good it felt to stand up and say 'Fuck You' and 'No, How about you admit your wrong for once'.
After the past few nights, and now having sent a long bithc rant of an E-Mail to my college tutor I feel rather epic. Seriously. Makes me realise just how big of a pushover I had become. But. Thats all sorted now and I'm loving it. Seriously. Being able to write out all that crap and throw it in the persons face, there really is no better feeling, there really isn't.
I now have this epic week of feeling great to look forward to before going back to college with my head held high and a nice little grin on my face as I give my tutors the figner as they deserve.
Then kitacon, Hinckley, Leicester, ALCL, Housewarmings... seriously everything is going JUST RIGHT at the moment because every little decisions and action of this year has fed off one another and whilst sure theres things I'ld like to have changed. Nothing is regretted because then I wouldn't be where I am. The happiest I have been in months, It's been too long since I've been able to stand up straight and be confortable in what I do and realise that people can't pull me back down.
So hell yes to this and all my positivity at the moment because right now nothing can go wrong, and if it does? I won't care because I know it could still get worse.
After the past few nights, and now having sent a long bithc rant of an E-Mail to my college tutor I feel rather epic. Seriously. Makes me realise just how big of a pushover I had become. But. Thats all sorted now and I'm loving it. Seriously. Being able to write out all that crap and throw it in the persons face, there really is no better feeling, there really isn't.
I now have this epic week of feeling great to look forward to before going back to college with my head held high and a nice little grin on my face as I give my tutors the figner as they deserve.
Then kitacon, Hinckley, Leicester, ALCL, Housewarmings... seriously everything is going JUST RIGHT at the moment because every little decisions and action of this year has fed off one another and whilst sure theres things I'ld like to have changed. Nothing is regretted because then I wouldn't be where I am. The happiest I have been in months, It's been too long since I've been able to stand up straight and be confortable in what I do and realise that people can't pull me back down.
So hell yes to this and all my positivity at the moment because right now nothing can go wrong, and if it does? I won't care because I know it could still get worse.