this is going to come off the wrong way really badly. but sometimes I wish I had the guts to cut ties because we really don't have anything in common anymore. I like you a lot because you're very really sweet, but sometimes I wonder why you even want to stay friends with me and I feel like dead weight on your flist. I never say anything and it's more of a "I'm not a good friend to you" type of deal :/
I feel really sad that you don't get along with your mom. Years ago I had tons of ressentment towards mine and it just made things worst. Actually, I have ressentment towards both my parents. Right now I'm trying to work on it. I think she should know your point of you and you should know hers because right now I feel that both of you are really acting bratty. And I think you are both grown ups so you should be able to talk to one another. But I would say that you must feel like you are the mother and she is the daughter.
Frankly, I think you're awesome. I really wish I could sympathize (not the right word, but I think you get the gist) with your problems more, because I really feel like I can't offer much help - but I try. And I also wish I had the guts to ask you to RP a certain thing with me again. I miss it, but you don't seem particularly interested in that fandom anymore and you've got other things going on.
I wish we could hang out more. You are a completely amazing person, but I never have the guts to just call you up and talk about fandoms we both love, ask you over to play games or see a movie, or even comment all that often because it feels like I'm trespassing on your life. You have enough problems and things to do, I don't want to be a bother. Also, sometimes I worry that some of my other fandoms/obsessions might freak you out... --;;
If you read my LJ enough, you know I'm never doing anything that's really important. Especially at this point in my life. lol. That means you'll never be a bother.
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