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so, ive got a boyfriend. :D calvin! but damnit this thing is so weird and f-ed up. i told him about the two drugs ive done in my life and he kinda freaked out on me. made me feel like shit. but i guess hes as over it as hes going to be. and the weekend i went to az he hooked up with this girl jessica in our japanese class. mostly out of "yeah this is cool" but a little out of "spitefullness to sara." whatever though, it hurt at first but then what the hell was i doing right? so tonight well have dinner or something, i hope hes over it cause i still kinda feel like shit but hell, if he can get over devin he can get over this.