Stupid useless Compassion!
I think I finally understand what Jack ment when he said "I wanted to put a bullet in the brain of every panda that wouldn't screw to save its species."
When someone fails to see their own apathy as destructive, their own notions that trying to appreciate themselves for what they are as a waste of time...that is a truly sad thing.
And then I wonder if I'm doing the same thing.
It's more of an intellectual exercise than anything, really. I'm still holding on to what I have well enough. The thesis thing has taken a huge load off of my mind, to be honest. I strive to improve myself, to feel better about myself. To give up at such a young age like my friend has is just....disturbing.
I need to fall in love. That would be cool.
When someone fails to see their own apathy as destructive, their own notions that trying to appreciate themselves for what they are as a waste of time...that is a truly sad thing.
And then I wonder if I'm doing the same thing.
It's more of an intellectual exercise than anything, really. I'm still holding on to what I have well enough. The thesis thing has taken a huge load off of my mind, to be honest. I strive to improve myself, to feel better about myself. To give up at such a young age like my friend has is just....disturbing.
I need to fall in love. That would be cool.