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Well.. I'm highly depressed and yay, tiem for anotehr rant. You have your warning.
Well, i'm scared of death about the fuckwad. He's been punching my friend int eh stomach a lot, it has to sotp soon.. We might have to bring the law into this, I don't want lasting damage to her... Hell. I want the damage to go to me, and i woudltn' complain. Just not her.... I didn't go tot school today, dind't feel well.
Innocenece... its osmething with i could have once again. I wish i could have it, I really do. I kinda hate being how i am now, i know i have some innocence still, not competley shown to everything int eh world, but the transistion between innocence and knoiwng the cruel world, is a painful one. The most painful way is when its abruptly taken away from you, which happens to a lot of people these days. I'm thankfully not one of htem, being abused isnt' too bad compared to them eh? Its jsut... to me, they get it worse, they get more depressed and stuff, but when you lose your innocence, even just by slowly... It hurts. You look back to when you were young, for us who had happy childhoods, you think "I wish I could be that same person, that same age, unknown to the realites of the world.", while those who did not hav ea happy childhood, ripped of innocence when young, wonder "I wonder how it was to have a happy, innocent childhood?"
I hate this part of life, i mean, i hate being treated as a kid... but i hate losing the innocence, i love it so much. Maybe thats why i liek kids so much, and why parents are so protective. They know the curelties, they dont' want the kids to experience it till it happens...
I think this is a long enough rant. Till late.r
Ciao
Well, i'm scared of death about the fuckwad. He's been punching my friend int eh stomach a lot, it has to sotp soon.. We might have to bring the law into this, I don't want lasting damage to her... Hell. I want the damage to go to me, and i woudltn' complain. Just not her.... I didn't go tot school today, dind't feel well.
Innocenece... its osmething with i could have once again. I wish i could have it, I really do. I kinda hate being how i am now, i know i have some innocence still, not competley shown to everything int eh world, but the transistion between innocence and knoiwng the cruel world, is a painful one. The most painful way is when its abruptly taken away from you, which happens to a lot of people these days. I'm thankfully not one of htem, being abused isnt' too bad compared to them eh? Its jsut... to me, they get it worse, they get more depressed and stuff, but when you lose your innocence, even just by slowly... It hurts. You look back to when you were young, for us who had happy childhoods, you think "I wish I could be that same person, that same age, unknown to the realites of the world.", while those who did not hav ea happy childhood, ripped of innocence when young, wonder "I wonder how it was to have a happy, innocent childhood?"
I hate this part of life, i mean, i hate being treated as a kid... but i hate losing the innocence, i love it so much. Maybe thats why i liek kids so much, and why parents are so protective. They know the curelties, they dont' want the kids to experience it till it happens...
I think this is a long enough rant. Till late.r
Ciao